In a recent (late night, over the top) emotional text message conversation, I let slip certain feelings I maybe shouldn't have... At the time, and even most of today, I wished I could take them back. Now, however, I'm grateful! There will be no confusion in the way I'm going... and that's forward. The past is going to stay in the past and I can't change it, I can't worry about it and I have to stop dwelling on it.
This wasn't a small victory; for me, this is monumental in my steps towards healing and moving on.
I'm usually sorry I dump my shit on you. Today, I'm not. I will absolutely always love you, but I will absolutely not allow myself to go on living this way.
Love for myself!
- Meaghan
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